I wrote this for a beautiful, wonderful writer I had met. It was just something playful to help inspire her to not give up on her writing dreams. I had almost lost it in my mountain of email, so I wanted to rescue it.
He gently untied the knot and removed the scarf from her eyes.
“You can look now.”
She blinked and stared around. Her right hand went out to touch the walls of the room. “Where are we?”
“You are in my story. This -- ”, he swept his hand, “is one of my stories. I’m giving it to you.”
“What?” She raised an eyebrow. “You made this?”
“I’m actually making it right now. You are experiencing this place as I write.”
She laughed. She looked at all of the pictures on the walls as she stepped through the room. Her eyes returned to him, her anchor in this strange world. “These are so beautiful. You painted these?”
“In a sense, yes. These pictures are what I am seeing in my mind right now. You are connected body and soul to my mind while you are in this place.”
She marched up to him, and placed her hands on his chest, “That doesn’t make sense. I can feel you. I can feel your heart beat.” She grabbed his hand and placed it against her cheek. His eyes closed. “I’m real, can’t you feel me? I’m not one of your characters in your stories. I’m flesh and blood.”
He breathed slowly. She looked at him, pleadingly and whispered in a small voice, “I’m real.” She reached forward and kissed his lower lip. “Don’t you feel me?”
Confused, he pulled back. “You are real.” He played with his fingers, “ I know this because I’ve spoken with you before. You tell me things I could not possibly have known.” He glanced around the room, “You are real because I’ve held you before.”
He reached out and held her face in his hands. She stepped towards him and placed her own hands over his. He moved his lips to kiss her brow and then whispered into her ear, “You are very real to me. I don’t give into making worlds for phantoms.” He kissed her ear, “but out there, you would never allow me to do this.” He kissed her cheek. Her heart was pounding as he held her securely. His hand went to her shoulders and then he lifted her arms and placed them above her against the wall behind her. “Or this.” He hovered above her lips. Her eyes closed and her mouth hung slightly open.
He let her go. She didn’t move. Her mind would not allow it. Her body ached. It was this place. She thought, “How can this not be real?”
“It’s real because it is in your mind. Right now, there is someone reading this, and you are, for the moment, real in their mind as well.”
“Who’s reading this?”
“Could be any number of people, there is no way of telling. It could be you for all I know. I would hope though, that you would be able to recognize yourself.” He chuckled. “But honestly and truly, it is beyond the things that I can possibly know. The only thing I know for certain is that I was here at its creation.”
He ran his hand up to hers and curled his fingers around hers. Her eyes fluttered open. “I want to show you something.”
The place in which they stood unfolded in front of them. New machines rose from the ground. To one side, tendrils rose from rocks, reaching for each other. Several, then several hundred, then uncountable thousands poured forth into one another, wrapping around each other. What started as a mound of overlapping leathery tentacles became more defined, forming the cushions and armrests of a chair. Stone broke from the floor and formed a desk. Dust trickled from the top until the surface was smoothly polished. He led her to the chair and motioned for her to sit.
“I made this place for you. This desk in front of you is yours. You can come here any time you want.”
She peeked across the desk. It was empty except for a single sheet of paper. It was plain white, but as she watched, black spidery ink poured across its surface, and it read, “How is this happening?” She gasped.
He laughed, “No no, it’s ok. You are here to create. Anything you imagine can be replicated here. That paper simply records your thoughts.”
She turned to him and cocked her head, “My thoughts?”
“Yes. In this place you can create anything. All of the poetry and writing and pictures that you have every imagined or could imagine can be made real when you are here.”
“But I thought that you were writing this story.”
“This story, perhaps.” He pointed at the papers on the desk, for already there was a small stack. “Those, however, are yours.”
She turned to the desk, and leafed through the ream that was so neatly stacked before her. Beautiful pictures. Awful Pictures. Dreams and nightmares from her childhood. "How can these be?" Some of them were all too familiar.
He walked up behind her and placed his hands on her shoulders. “You have to write now.”
“Where will you be?”
“I’ll be here whenever you need me to be.” He placed his final kiss atop her head and released her, “You have to write now.”
She turned around, but he had disappeared.
“Wait. I don’t want this to end. Wait! I’m real! I’m real, aren’t I?”